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Is like seriously I am running out of time. My works is hooked me up. N my time at home also very tight. I really feel tired when I reached home everyday. My day start at 5 am very day, at 630 am I was leaving my house to work. Sometimes I came back from work at 9pm. Ohhh I really feel guilty to my family. N what I am worried so much now is my RESEARCH is not yet started even a WORD! I am not yet see my supervisor to discuss the topic. Ya Allah help me to coordinate my time management. I know it is possible.. Please pray for me.

Huhu start dr last week mmg 'fiesta mkn'. Everyday g mkn besar le kirenya. Stelah ditinggalkan suami untuk 2 hari, ehh 3 hari le. So bile suami dh pulang, everyday g mkn luar le. Thursday g mkn kt San Fransisco Pizza, I order Beef Steak n my hubby ordered Lamb Shank. Tp sgt upset the steak xsedap. But the best part is their Mushroom Braucetta. Friday lunch hour, I went to TGiF. Again I ordered Steak. Atas alasan smlm punye xsedap kn. G mkn ngan opismate. But the Golden Wing is really delicious. N steak die mmg Superb ( sila cuba ). Saturday mlm kita g The Curve. We all having dine at Vivo Pizza , Pasta n Panini. Ni restaurant yg mmg expert in Pasta. So my hubby ordered Spagetti Meat Ball. I would like to try the Beef Lasagna. N the best is the dessert. Apa ntah namenye.. Volcannic.. Huhu mmg btul volcanic mkn choc cake with ice-cream. And we are enjoy our time bonding together.

Last weekend was the last weekend i have with the kids. Next weekend my class will start. Need to leave them at home. Ohh another terrible part is, the bbsitter dont want to look after them in the weekend. I am so stressed indeed. Maybe the time daddy at home, he can take care them, just afraid the time daddy need to go to work, nobody at home to look after them. We are trying to get our makcik to jaga them. Actually is not often, only several times per year. Please, time be kind to me. I really need those great solution.

Sebenar nya, we all g Kuching last year in May. Tp disebabkan masa tu (pregnant 3 months) mmg MALAS tahap dewa, terbiar je entry nk citer pasal our trip ke Kuching. We all (mummy, daddy N Nena ), baby still dlm perut mummy, went to Kuching sbb my hubby ade job dua hari kt sana. Since I xpernah lagi sampai ke Bumi Kenyalang tu, so we decide utk follow daddy ke sana. We all went there on Friday morning until Tuesday afternoon. Mmg panjang waktu kami di sana.  For the first day kt Kuching, we go by perahu sampan 50sen  ke Kg Melayu, across the river. For Saturday N Sunday, my hubby full day ada job, tp dapat curi2 keluar naik cab g bandar Kuching. Actually its so hard nk travel takde transport, nk naik public transport mmg takde la. So mmg kena naik cab, lagi plak I yg peknen ni, tgh mabuk2 pon nk juga berjalan. **Sila abaikan ke-huduhan rupa I, sbb masa tu Kuching sgt panas lg pulak I yg teramat mls nk bersolek.. mmg kira DONE je la. B...

Me and family in-laws abiskan cuti CNY ni ke Bandung. Tiket mmg dh booked sejak dari June 2012 lg.. Hahaha nmpk tak ke-excited-nye nk g soping  sopink. Tp masa tu xdapat beli tiket Daafi lg sbb baby nye pon lom lahir mana ada IC nk booked tiket, so Daafi nye tiket hanya dibeli sebulan yg lalu. Its ok la kn sbb die kan Infant, jd menumpang ibu nya, tp TETAP kena byr tiket AirAsia itu . Ni lom citer nk wat passport last minit yg menghadapi byk masalah (lain entry ye). Since tiket tu kul 640 pagi, me pegi LCCT kul 2 pagi, tp family in-laws sume bertolak dr Segamat trus ke LCCT. Then, smpi je, me yg mmg hebat ni trus nk print tiket, husband plak g parking kereta. N proses check in pun bermula, tp nk cite punye la giler LCCT tu, ramai giller org nk bercuti smpi sume tpt nk kena que (entry  Cramp ). Then, kami semua menaiki pesawat pd jam 655pagi. Dlm flight, anak2 sume tertidur sbb penat menunggu. But then, sebelum nk sampi Bandung, we need to fill in the immigration...