be yourself, and be your best self

Sekarang ni, byk sgt yg dok posting kt fb ibu bkerja adalah selfish. Ye ke? Ahkak ni yg bekerja lg berkeluarga mmg lah terasa dik oiii. Bukan semua org bertuah utk tinggal di rumah dn menjaga anak-anak sendiri. Sape tak nak jaga anak sendiri. Tu mmg jd impian orang yg beranak , dia nk jaga anak dia sendiri. Ni ttg kesah ahkak yg serba tak sempurna. Walaupun ahkak xjaga anak sendiri sbb keluar bkerja. Tp ahkak cube pastikan seberapa banyak yg bole ahkak buat utk anak-anak ahkak, ahkak akan buat. Kalau ahkak ni selfish sbb tak jaga anak, mmg ahkak tak bole terima. Kalau tak, napa lah ahkak bgn awak  awal dik nk pastikan semua kerja kat rumah selesai. Ahkak bekalkan susu yg diperah, bubur utk anak ahkak makan. Petang, lps kerja ahkak berlumba-lumba dlm jammed nak balik cepat amik anak dr umah bbsitter. Kalau ahkak ni buat xkesah pasal anak-anak, buat apa lah ahkak berkejar-kejar nak balik. Letih dik. Keje kat opis pun xabis. Boss pun jeling je tengok ahkak balik on-time tiap...

Yes he is. And you will geram with him. Everytime I am look at him, I want to gomol2 him n kissing him tightly.

I dh start bg Daafi solid food walaupun dia lom cukup umur 6 months. Tp dengan keadaan fizikal nya yg mantap dh gagah..ewah ayat, so I think he is ready to get solid food. So now I masak bubur n blend it before give it to him. Tp kt umah bbsitter, Daafi sometimes eat Nestum. Ala bbsitter mls nk re-heat bubur yg I dh sejuk bekukan. So bad.. This morning , since I xkeje sbb Daafi xsihat, I dgn semangatnye memasak bubur salmon utk Daafi. And ia cukup lazat ngan bau salmon yg mmg sedap. Walla.. Selain salmon, I tambah carrot, potato n jagung. Haha sbb ada jagung dr kampung aritu. So ni adalah makanan yg lengkap nutrisi nya. Ingat tak perkataan Gizi Seimbang??

Last weekend was the last weekend i have with the kids. Next weekend my class will start. Need to leave them at home. Ohh another terrible part is, the bbsitter dont want to look after them in the weekend. I am so stressed indeed. Maybe the time daddy at home, he can take care them, just afraid the time daddy need to go to work, nobody at home to look after them. We are trying to get our makcik to jaga them. Actually is not often, only several times per year. Please, time be kind to me. I really need those great solution.